It’s LIVE!!!
I’m not a good man.
I’m not a bad man.
But I’ve made some bad mistakes, made the wrong choices.
Who hasn’t? But the consequences are tearing us apart.I love two people.
I love them differently.
The world tells me I have to choose. Why? Why do I have to choose?
Loving hurts. Dancing heals.Love makes you soar, makes you fly and sets you freeÔÇöand then it lets you freefall until you’re smashed and bleeding on the ground.
Ultimately, love is the worst thing that can happen to a human being.Im my opinion.
I love two people.
I love them differently.
One is a man.
One is a woman.
And they are brother and sister.
We strolled up Charing Cross Road talking about the usual first date stuff: music we liked, where I was from. HeÔÇÖd even been to Slovenia, telling me about a bachelor party heÔÇÖd gone on in Ljubljana, although he called it a ÔÇÿstag nightÔÇÖ.
ÔÇ£I loved the city, but it was a bloody awful weekend. All HarryÔÇÖs friends were straight. They knew I wasnÔÇÖt, but it was obviously uncomfortable for them. God, the strippers were the worst! Ugly old trouts with waxed pussies like badly made Barbie dollsÔÇöhideous!ÔÇØ
I smiled at the image.
ÔÇ£WouldnÔÇÖt bother me.ÔÇØ
ÔÇ£Well, it didnÔÇÖt bother me, but itÔÇÖs not exactly my cup of tea either.ÔÇØ
You  drank tea? I asked, puzzled.
Seth laughed. Sorry! Thats very British. But your English is so good  it means, not my scene.
ÔÇ£Oh, okay. I like strippers if theyÔÇÖre goodÔÇöwomen or men. I have sex with both.ÔÇØ
ÔÇ£YouÔÇÖve had sex with strippers?ÔÇØ
Yeah, but
ÔÇ£Really?ÔÇØ
ÔÇ£Sure,ÔÇØ and I turned to watch his face. ÔÇ£Both: men and women.ÔÇØ
His eyebrows shot up and his mouth popped open.
You  I  really?
ÔÇ£Is that a deal breaker? You said you didnÔÇÖt want to play games.ÔÇØ
ÔÇ£YouÔÇÖre really bi?ÔÇØ
ÔÇ£Yeah, IÔÇÖm really bi.ÔÇØ
ÔÇ£You have sex with women?ÔÇØ he asked, his mouth twisting with dislike.
ÔÇ£Yeah.ÔÇØ
ÔÇ£Often?ÔÇØ
ÔÇ£Jesus! Yes, often. And with men, often.ÔÇØ
When was the last time you  with a woman?
ÔÇ£The night before I met you.ÔÇØ
ÔÇ£Wow.ÔÇØ Seth shook his head slowly. ÔÇ£I donÔÇÖt know what to say.ÔÇØ
My shoulders tensed.
Seth was staring at me, a confused expression of dislike on his face.
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